Craaazy day

Oh, I nearly forgot to blog today. It's been crazy lately, after Lana (my lamb) dying last night everything seems to be happening at once. This weekend I'm going down to see my Grandmother who is very sick. Dad says she hardly opens her eyes anymore and isn't alert to whats going on around her. It's so sad. Sometimes I think medicine has gotten to the point where people are living too long, beyond what the human body is capable of. I've also had lots of little things to do for TAFE, like analysing our questionnaires and also doing policy research. I wasn't able to research, so simply did some reading and printed out stuff I thought was important to talk to my group about. We still have ours Needs Assessment to do by Friday and haven't started the document. And as I know, group work takes a while to put things together.

On the weight loss front things are pretty stagnant. I weighed in at 105.4kgs at last weigh in and got to 105kgs earlier in the week before TOM hit. Now I'm ranging between 106-106.5kgs. I'm not sure if its the last remnants of my TOM bloating that will clear up soon or if in fact my eating hasn't been as strict as I've needed. That wouldn't surprise me, had a huge meal on Saturday for Mum's birthday, big sugary slice and smoothie for lunch yesterday and had Subway today and have been snacking during the week. I certainly haven't been doing too badly, most days I've kept in my range its just a matter of the quality of foods. I need to go to the gym more, even if I have an early start the next day. As long as its not too late, I could do it in the 7.30pm-9pm range.

Work was simply exhausting. Maybe its because the place was dead, but I really hated it today. And when I got home my feet felt like collapsing. Dad came over to change my break pads and I had to hold things for him for the brake fluid to go into etc, crouching down and it really hurt. I wish I would lose this weight so my poor knees and ankles weren't under so much pressure.

Anyway I got to get to sleep. Not long before I have to wake up for my early class and I'm sure I'll be in a horrible mood for lack of sleep. I'm already making excuses about skipping it. :)